Trying to recall lyrics of my old songs and keep a record of them.

As I sit and watch the world shrink away

Fatal creation
Turbid illusions
bringing back my black repercussions
feeding on evil
sucking the meagre
making everything else seem so bitter

Pieces of urea
welded together
ultimately grouse
oh whatever
low resolution
where's my technician?
how can anyone survive in such fashion

fatal addiction
massive delusions
open ended answers to questions
caesarian incision was my decision
frigid foetus proves my conviction

kick it wish it wash it turn it
face it lose it burn it breathe it

daddy stole a pot of gold
daddy put it all on show
daddy don't know where to go
daddy has just sold his soul

fatal creation turbid illusion
pieces of urea welded together

Dream to the dawn

A silent sigh
but i heard it through the night
memories of past
won't leave me alone tonight

Oh look at me
i am old and weak
i was young but now
time's an enemy

the blood has dried
and i am bare
a feeling of nothingness
leaves me lying there

Oh please let me go
I'm not afraid of the dark
i want to realise
my dream to the dawn

give me breath again
and i'll never live in vain
a life without regrets
make me a newborn child

I'll say it once more
and i'll say it true
a man can't do what a man should do
beneath my withered soul
lies an aching heart
which still await for its time to come

it wants to live
it wants to be seen
it wants but can it be?
the world waits for nobody

oh please let me go
i'm not afraid of the dark
i want to realise my dream to the dawn