myPaine (2:17 AM) :
toh u suck
Jester (2:17 AM) :
yeah man
myPaine (2:17 AM) :
evrybody sux toh....
myPaine (2:18 AM) :
everybody is selfish and malicious
myPaine (2:18 AM) :
self-righteous and self centred
Jester (2:18 AM) :
you're absolutely right
myPaine (2:19 AM) :
u are one ambitious fucking piece of shit too.... i can tell...
.. when u come to school and start studying....
myPaine (2:21 AM) :
society's a disaster.... there's no place for people like me who
want out of the damn rat race
Jester (2:22 AM) :
that's a brilliant statement
Jester (2:22 AM) :
go shoot your neighbour now
myPaine (2:23 AM) :
i think i'm sleep deprived lah fuck...... feeling fucking manic
Jester (2:24 AM) :
insomniac
schizophrenic
masochistic
myPaine (2:26 AM) :
fuck lah... but why is everyone vying for achievement?... when can't people step back and concentrate on their passion? Why can't we all be a cultured lot and seek beauty and peace instead of performance?
Jester (2:27 AM) :
coz in singapore u can't live on passion
Jester (2:27 AM) :
i can't sit down, watch soccer every sat , play soccer every sun
listen to music, read my books, and wank off every other day
myPaine (2:28 AM) :
u see .... u are the fucking problem...... it's just a fucking mindset
Jester (2:28 AM) :
i believe so
myPaine (2:28 AM) :
u are fucking hopeless man
Jester (2:28 AM) :
and then there'll be no car to drive for supper
Jester (2:29 AM) :
what would u like to do then?
myPaine (2:29 AM) :
if people weren't so obsessed with gaining wealth, naturally things will be more affordable u dunce
Jester (2:30 AM) :
we started been obssesed with money starting from 1965
myPaine (2:32 AM) :
money is arbitrary.... the whole world is crazy.... a few hundred thousand dollars to build a factory?... why not 20 cents. and the cost of materials free?... all for the communal vision of improving society?
myPaine (2:32 AM) :
subsistence living.... why the need for the invention of money?
Jester (2:32 AM) :
greed
myPaine (2:33 AM) :
isn't that ugly?
Jester (2:33 AM) :
uh huh
myPaine (2:34 AM) :
can't we do anything about it?... we will be forever stuck in it if we dun open up our minds bro..
Jester (2:34 AM) :
you take the lead. i'll follow
myPaine (2:35 AM) :
i love u but u can't make it man
Jester (2:35 AM) :
i'm cool
myPaine (2:35 AM) :
fear.
myPaine (2:35 AM) :
the problem is fear. we are afraid to lose.. we are fraid to be worse than others
myPaine (2:36 AM) :
we are afraid to be unaccepted.
myPaine (2:36 AM) :
fuck this conversation
Jester (2:37 AM) :
roger

with the weight of the world upon his shoulder
the words of a man weigh nothing even to a feather.

I write like once or twice a month. So while you're here, do read my archives. Though not a lot to read there too though. Fiction like great songs are timeless. Anyway Zhi An's birthday last nite.... 1st Sept. Teachers' Day. Just came back from drinks... he din get as pukey as he did for my birthday... at least he was still only red-faced when we parted.

beep.... beep..... beep.... an SMS..... i wonder who it can be........hmmm....... It's Vikram my new roomate......... he says he will start moving in next week..... hmmm.......... then who the hell is this bugger who is sleeping on the bed now and has been living with me the past month?...... Hey wait!....... he's got no shadow..............